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poetry by j matthew waters

something to believe in


the brook has dried up
courtesy of an angry sun
that which used to babble
has grown silent
what once was something
to believe in
now a distant memory

prisoners in chains
march along the dry bed
littered with rock & bone
and unmitigated misery
collecting pieces of a past
now fully exposed
where water once flowed





october two thousand twenty-two
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the story continues


the story continues
like a child who’s questioning
the reality of death
the story continues
like a child biding time
like the changing wind
moving from one thing to the next
the story continues
like a child looking in the mirror
like a child escaping at will
the story continues
like a child defying
the powers that be





october two thousand twenty-two
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the obituary


it’s late in the game
but I’m not taking myself out
look I say
that cat is almost nine years old
and he ain’t going anywhere
[except kitty heaven]
—but I have to admit
it’s high time for a screwgie
or a mickey or a riddle
a secret talisman perhaps
almost certain to buckle your knees
as if brushed by death himself





october two thousand twenty-two
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caught stealing (in twenty-twenty)


Take me across the water ’cause I need some place to hide
                                                                — Ken Hensley

we’re catching fish
upstream from the lock & dam

catch & release catch & release
oh here’s a keeper bluegill
straight out of the mississippi

we understand the newly formed
‘limit police’ are out in full force
some on the water &
others on foot
allegedly deputized by
the president of the united states





october two thousand twenty-two
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a subtle invasion


the characters are neither human
nor inanimate objects
and they have quickly learned
all the languages of the world

the angle of the sun has changed
for better or worse
exposing the weakness of the old
and the superiority of the new

to be subservient or not
requires careful contemplation
whether inside your own mind
or out in the great wide open





october two thousand twenty-two
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colonialism 3.0


fool me twice shame on me

too black or too white
it’s [sadly] what this world
has been about for far too long

what have we become
incapable of coming close
to honoring the easiest of pledges

forgive me lord for I have sinned
for having believed
I possessed another [human being]
as a simple piece of property





october two thousand twenty-two
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recollection sunday


usually nothing comes to mind
due to the clutter inside
having built up over a lifetime
only occasionally sortable
though mainly a jumbled mess
making little to no sense


the pictures are uncountable
yet interchangeable
moving in & out of recesses
with emotionless abandon
the audio like birds of various colors
but mostly in shades of black





september two thousand twenty-two
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angel as a songbird


I’m not going to rhyme
I swear I won’t
even though this poem
is about a songbird

there are seven of them
[actually]
inside the bush
swapping silly stories
thriving on higher vibes

a single gust of wind
sets them aflutter
alighting where required
to give aid & comfort





september two thousand twenty-two
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the unlocking of the mind


how am to I think except by
the environments placed before me
arriving from various angles
from places near & far
from unthinkable scenarios
that intermittently plague my mind

at first against my will
I would be cast into solitary confinement
but as time wore on
the episodes became self-imposed
accepting this intense & intimate
atmosphere as my very own

I convince myself I’m most successful
when misunderstood
people pointing & laughing
and believing I may have lost
that most important last
piece of the puzzle
shaped like a key





september two thousand twenty-two
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from Rust to ruin


by November the eye of the storm
would have grown into two

no longer a Cyclops
the monster continually evolving
like any other living thing
to the point it becomes
unrecognizable

some say Mass Destruction
is just what the world needs

a thinning of the crowd so to speak

crash & burn & reseed
earthbound Meteors
coming home to roost
every thousand millennium

the Tin Man seems to know
exactly what’s happening
heartless but not stupid
standing perfectly petrified
deep inside the rainforest





september two thousand twenty-two
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beyond the blue


there is dismay
and there is disarray
distressing is the one
who shall not be named
a nation’s people unafraid
and deeply motivated

making a connection
between the now
and the heretofore
a mass migration begins
leaving the status quo
for the impossible

beyond the blue
there is a peace
yet to be discovered
whether deep below the sea
or high above the stratosphere
where open minds exist





september two thousand twenty-two
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Long Peace


It must have been a fairy tale
The way peace came to be
All the Satans of the world
Mysteriously dead within Seven days
All by natural causes
Whether innocuously from within
Or brutally otherwise





september two thousand twenty-two
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on ending the protests


the threats are real
as real as the violence
in the streets
an angry mob
unstoppable
marches toward its
final destination


beware the nukes
once they’re launched
there will be
no more mob
no more anger
no more streets
upon which to protest





september two thousand twenty-two
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time will tell time and again


we’re not going to talk about the weather
or the first full day of autumn
now grab your jacket & get in the car
this time we’re going all the way to san jose

* * *

shifting sleep hours is but a trick of the brain
—much like the subtle change of
the angle of the sun

* * *

beneath a blanket of sorrow much is lost
but not completely forsaken
for you see
there’s a certain chemistry in the air
that potentially changes everything

* * *

the scarf is lost
the hair set free
the inward wind & the ocean waves
calling your name
over and over and over again





september two thousand twenty-two
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the poet with rainbow sleeves


my tattoo is a barcode
capable of unlocking
the mystery of my sudden death
—it won’t tell you a goddamn thing
as long as I’m still alive &
wearing rainbow sleeves





september two thousand twenty-two
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my empire of junk


at a loss for words
I shuffle through the junk drawer
looking for nothing
in particular
shaking my head
at all the things
I have no reason to keep
starting to wonder
when the time comes
who will take inventory of them





september two thousand twenty-two
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