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poetry by j matthew waters

the color of her soul


the little farm girl
bespectacled
& tanned from the summer sun
walked out of the barn
chicken wire & snips in hand
skipped across the way
and entered the house
by way of the kitchen door

brushing back her yellow
tangled hair with the palms
of her hands
she sat at the kitchen table
working feverishly
as she shaped the wire
into a three dimensional heart
slightly smaller than her head

she tore strips of newspaper
and dipped them into
a flour-based paste she’d learned
to make at school
and speedily & completely covered
her hollowed out heart

she left it to dry on the window sill
whistling while cleaning up
the mess she had made
anxious to take it back into the barn
where she would paint it
the color purple





february two thousand twenty-two
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hope in this world


the lines are infectious
now the whole world is at a standstill
the little one tested positive
waiting on a number to be called

to mask or not to mask
that has become the question
bad actors reciting shakespeare
contradicting the next conspiracy

there are so many open seats
at this year’s final table
be prepared to answer yes or no
when they call your number





february two thousand twenty-two
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bounty hunters


we walked the railroad tracks
ever closer to cedar county
word having reached us
many many miles ago
the villain was at it again

back at the boarding house
the tarot card reader
practiced her lines in the mirror
patiently waiting for her
next unsuspecting victims

truth be told if it wasn’t for her
we’d have some common sense
instead we were horseless
making up for past mistakes
heading in the right direction





february two thousand twenty-two
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havana syndrome


it’s a balancing act
most people take for granted
like riding a bicycle
or reciting the pledge of allegiance

invisible forces
come & go like visible drive-bys
bullets replaced by microwaves
locked & loaded & fired
victims incapacitated
by way of an inner blasting
that is nearly indiscernible

conspiracy theories
run rampant around the west wing
the latest front line without a guard post
a virtual war zone
the enemy undefined





february two thousand twenty-two
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ghosts trapped within


you can’t keep them in chains
but sometimes that’s exactly
how they feel
waltzing through fields
or transcending down a river
fed into a never-ending story

they see each other perfectly
having shed their imperfections
here and there
gathering among the gathered
accepting the incoming storm
as if they are trapped within





february two thousand twenty-two
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you can’t take it with you


I spent hours working on my short game
but it just wasn’t panning out

I’d grown so fast in such a short period of time
there was nothing left to do
but start all over again

I spent less time on my end game
& invested whatever energies I could muster
back into non-fungible tokens

from there anything was possible
including the outside chance
of accumulating assets
& oh yes     taking them with me





february two thousand twenty-two
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Feeling uninspired


A one two three
getting going again
stomping our feet
fingers snapping
embedded within claps
Delores’ bluesy voice
bringing it back home





february two thousand twenty-two
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ground invasion


a long procession
crossing the border
controlled remotely
fourteen hundred
kilometers away

this is anything but
a ticker tape parade
more like a war of wills
not a single shot fired

in the map room
a series of switches
dictate who may live
& what must go

the rest of the world
continues to suffer
from cyberattacks
oblivious to reality
& blinded by the light





february two thousand twenty-two
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once upon a chemical romance


in the beginning
it seemed we swept
each other off our feet
but that was never the case
and only you knew it

you taught me how to
make the finest white lines
to laugh & cry
while making love
most likely followed
by hibiscus tea
& hash-laced brownies

for days on end I’d be left alone
some perishables in the panty
& tepid water on tap
all windows & doors
locked from the outside

as long as you were gone
the medicine cabinet
remained empty
& slowly I would find myself
crawling out of this shell
you selfishly built for me





february two thousand twenty-two
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in the court of private opinion


I am not in a position
to perjure myself
I quietly retreat into
the comfort of shadows

after having been pointed at
I’ve begun to tackle
minimalism
learning how not to think
and care less

I’ve been pointed at
and accused
of doing nothing
guilty as charged they say
my sentence haphazard
and very much unfitting





february two thousand twenty-two
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Working on a new reality


A mirror’s a dangerous thing
reflecting what you think
you want to see

Step back my love
and I’ll tell you what I see
it’ll be totally different
from your present reality

Do you remember
when I told you how the vampires
in Petty’s song moved west
on Ventura Boulevard

Well that was a different
kind of reality as well
I whispered into your ear
as we slow dance
down in Baton Rouge





february two thousand twenty-two
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digging


there is this hope
that exists all on it’s own
and sometimes
we understand it
like there’s no tomorrow
and other times
it’s the most elusive thing
in the world
like a pearl in a locket
buried in the past





february two thousand twenty-two
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jealousy


I wasn’t about to give in
so I settled into letter writing
seven of them in seven days
eleven pages in all

never intended
for the daily mail
I read them one at a time
weeks having passed by
before committed to memory

having not the heart
to destroy them
I secured them in a lock box
in the post office

from there I would renew
my passport & never return again





february two thousand twenty-two
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winter break


it was a voluntary quarantine
back in january of eight-two
campus town nearly deserted
the old house breathing heavily
single pane windows fogging over

the dragon in the basement
lay restless & toying with fire
keeping the water flowing
and feverishly gnawing at
the golden chains that bind him

inside the fourth floor dormer
alien freshmen feast & party
on quaaludes & bubble hash
second-hand smoke & laughter
overtaking the ductwork





february two thousand twenty-two
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killing in the name of


handguns are made for killing
where do you keep yours
in a false ceiling
a kitchen drawer
under the mattress
or simply holstered
in the back of your blue jeans

it’s cold outside
but then again it’s january
and nobody without a dog
can be seen out walking

but to a mile west
down at the park in the city center
crime tape & body chalk
seem to be the talk of the town
man-made lights flashing flamboyantly
the breath of the living
visibly filling the dead air





february two thousand twenty-two
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outside the vessel

for Robert J. St. Clair, Jr.


where have you gone
old friend in the obituary

brown beady eyes
exactly like nineteen seventy-one
looking to the side
and down
so as not to be caught looking

you once told me you felt
vacant inside
leaving me to wonder
if that’s how it always was
or did you come to terms
with who you had become

you’ve been a stranger to me
decades on end
and I imagine you must understand
more than I ever will
at least for the moment
while I remain inside this vessel





february two thousand twenty-two
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