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poetry by j matthew waters

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once becoming undocumented


after losing my wallet & passport
either to forgetfulness
or a pickpocket
I’ve suddenly become
undocumented

but I was born here I say
I just don’t remember
coming out of
my mother’s womb
—that this place is all I know
but now that I find myself
undocumented
I simply don’t know anymore

I don’t give them permission
to go through my phone
but they do it anyway
surprised to see I’ve
got three virtual credit cards
and money in the bank

you can’t stay here they say
turn around & put
your hands behind your back

what are you doing I say
this is where I belong
please don’t take me away

you’re undocumented
they go on to say
there’s nothing else we can do


april two thousand twenty-five
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all rights reserved

Wrong number


I’m less concerned
of my own demise
than I am of your
mental health

I’ve checked in & out
of clinics
most of my life
and each time I swear
I’m starting
all over again

But as we all know
each & every one
was nothing
but a false start
having always wound up
in the same place

I walked one hundred miles
to find you no longer
live in the house
I was raised in

When I knocked
on the door
and a stranger answered
I said I’m sorry
I must have the wrong
number





november two thousand twenty-two
copyright j matthew waters
all rights reserved

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