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poetry by j matthew waters

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into the void


as if fighting mother nature
isn’t bad enough
we take it upon ourselves
to displace peoples
we barely know
by means of destruction

*

many months after my birth
the moon often
visited my dreams
suggesting
my true father
may well be the god of war

*

the recipe for peace
and restoration
is written on the leaves
of the eucalyptus
and the black locust
only the blind can read

*

as a child I practiced
with bow & arrow
the former becoming
an extension
of my expanding psyche

*

it’s a universal truth
the masses
do not stand a chance
against the select
yet another reason
to escape into the void





march two thousand twenty-four
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the spirit flickers with defiance


this space is my last resort
where sadness meets insanity
for no particular reason

I am like a donkey dying
incapable of braying or dreaming
of greener pastures

the gods are deciding
if enough is enough
a simple majority sending me
out to space to view the earth
from afar before exploding
before my very eyes

they don’t say what will happen next
so I actively sit here in this space
inventing my own conclusions





january two thousand twenty-four
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promises made in despair


she couldn’t find her stuffed bear
anywhere
except for the places
she was too afraid to look

beneath her bed
a trap door led to a stairwell
introducing a network of caverns
anywhere that poor bear
could be hiding

could be hiding anywhere

climbing up a tree barely
out of reach from
her bedroom window
someone picks crabapples
and gets ever so sleepy
dreaming of floating on air

down below a little girl
dressed in a onesie and
tears in her eyes
shouts through her funneled hands
wake up
wake up
wake up and jump
I promise I’ll never lose you again


october two thousand fifteen
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