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Kilohertz 301


A late summer night
small upstairs bedroom
green-eyed boy equipped
with flashlight
comic books
& transistor radio
hopping from one world
to the next
sublimely time traveling
by way of frequencies
of an alien kind


march two thousand twenty-five
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manifestation


you matter of factly
lost interest in reality
stopped reading the news
in order to stave off
impending insanity

alternative worlds abound
the trick is finding
the ones you want to
stay lost in
living on roots &
mushrooms & rainwater
falling from a violet sky

back in the real world
search parties
are on the lookout
for someone who looks
just like you
reportedly last seen
entering yeti territory


november two thousand twenty-four
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the escape hatch


as far as I knew
everyone was asleep
except for me
and I can tell you
I was as quiet as a mouse

full moon shining through
casement window
I worked with pencil
on charcoal paper
sketching in
a perfect escape route

as the magical hour
drew nearer & nearer
my eyelids fluttered
[as if in REM mode]
a series of tunnels & ladders
leading me all the way back
to the beginning





november two thousand twenty-three
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Getting out of Dodge


I’ve heard he’s enjoying the zen now
relaxing & a regular on youtube tv
working on a list
—can you even begin to guess
vintage this & brand new that
something in store another delivered
anything worthy as a distraction
misdirecting or misleading
sorting out fact from fiction
—inevitably
coming to terms with the reality
of the great escape





january two thousand twenty-three
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heavy glow


I’ve been on holiday
for what seems
like nearly a decade
bypassing pandemics
and pandering politicians
—living in a bubble (as they say)
enjoying a life of leisure

my doctor says I’m gonna die
any day now
mainly because I neglected
those who need me most
whether third world children
or children of my own

how she found me
is a nugget of information
that will eventually find itself
on the information superhighway
—like a secret ingredient
to the finest dish
exposed for all to see

there’s a light at the end of the hall
I keep telling myself
I’m not going there
—even though I know the ride’s over
I turn the other way
diving headlong out the window
as if knowing exactly
what I’m doing





january two thousand twenty-three
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early development


how far back can you go
it is possible to make it all the way
back inside the womb
spinning in slow motion
like a cosmonaut
conjuring all the possible ways
—to make it out
once finally let loose
into this godforsaken place





july two thousand twenty-two
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