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poetry by j matthew waters

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me not me


sometimes the rules change
without your knowledge
and the next thing you know
you’re living a similar life
inside an alternative universe

as time progresses unchecked
you arrive at the realization
that what occurred in the past
has no relevance here
in this place without any rules


march two thousand twenty-five
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a study on progress


it can’t be stopped
except by total annihilation
and even then
maybe not

death is the epitome of the definition
no matter how you look at it
wave after wave
contributing to the grand scheme of things
but when it happens
right there in your own backyard
it mainly gives you a perspective
you’ve probably always had

the universe is less random
than may appear in the side view mirror
but then again
just about anything
could blow up at anytime


january two thousand twenty-five
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living vicariously


I’ve come to learn
my existence is a universe
passing thru time and space
at speeds comprehensible

the mother tells me
not to wipe my sweaty & dirty face
with the belly of my shirt

the father contradicts her

they won’t stay long
but rather settle into a world that’s closer
to the black hole
not far from my beating heart

I’ve come to learn
my eyes are pristine seas
untouched by man
my hands
miracle workers in the arts & sciences
my mind like a satellite link
to adjoining cosmoses

living vicariously is not an option
not when the security
of the universe
is at stake





february two thousand twenty-four
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all rights reserved

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