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A million miles from home


Elton John’s ‘Daniel’ streams through my
car speakers
as if it’s 1973
quickly reminding me
I am not old enough to drive

Daniel my brother
everyone knows
you just want to shake loose those
lights and cameras
shadowing you through the fields

Word has it you have returned
home
(yet again from battle)
attempting to dissolve into the
fabric of some small Texas town
one of which children google
all the way from Afghanistan

To me Daniel
you can never get away
you are stuck inside some song
like some reluctant cosmonaut
seeking inner peace



april two thousand seventeen
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opening windows in April


she used to play piano on late
Sunday mornings
the boys in the kitchen singing
and keeping plenty busy
preparing brunch and such

there’s no sense trying to
rescue that painting
it’s best to prime the canvass
and start again from scratch

that knock-off Picasso that used
to hang in the living room
made a killing at the auction

the memories weren’t for sale
they simply stayed with the house
drifting in and out of walls
depending upon the season
and which windows might be
open or shut



april two thousand seventeen
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No particular place to go


I slept in on Sunday morning
and when I awoke I didn’t know
what day it was

I had been dreaming about time
travel and god knows
how many centuries I covered
that last hour

If it wasn’t for the sudden urge
that startled me awake
I probably would have witnessed the
birth of a King

After I had emptied my confusion
into the toilet bowl
I came to the realization I had
no place to go
other than the hardware store
to purchase
a replacement stopper



april two thousand seventeen
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rhetorical questions


I’ve been thriving on strawberry
and lemon water
eating almonds and cashews
every other day
all the while considering how
seriously I’m in need of some sun

she awoke before me
her shower a part of my dreams
later leaning over to kiss me
rainfall hitting the pitch of the roof
just perfectly

you’re dressed for success
I murmured
squinting and gathering pillows

I hope you’re not going to lie there
all day long she says

before I could answer she was gone



april fools day two thousand seventeen
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there is murder in the room


he sat in the rocking chair and thought about whistling

he wasn’t really rocking more like nodding
thinking of the day when he was a boy and
learned to whittle basswood with a pocket knife

he remembered the days when he used to sing
serenading like a fool until he finally won her over

he remembered when she finally said yes
remembered how the birds sang

but then day turned to night and winds
blew with neither a beginning nor end

oh how the winds did blow he remembered

oh how the winds took her away

he did not like being here now
where shadows waltzed in white dresses
whispering to themselves and laughing

his thoughts soon turned back to the pocket knife
how the wood reminded him of the remington
the one his father taught him to shoot





march two thousand seventeen
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Sometimes missing in action


I’d been working on my alibi
forever and a fortnight
yet all I got is nothing
except for a few lines from
a song I used to sing in 1999

I’d been missing in action
upwards of a decade
living off the land and sea and
learning to communicate in
languages other than my own

Haphazardly discovered by an
undercover search party
I ditched the executive karaoke club
and slipped onto the next ferry
to Singapore via Batam



march two thousand seventeen
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pretense from the far side


our father who art in poetry
hallowed be thy (perplexing) rhyme


or so the thoughts of dementia do flow

despite seeing nothing in return
you continue to spread the spoken word
if only to yourself

why do most everyone agree the little ones
grow up too fast
(and not do anything about it)
whether they be shining bright
or falling into obscurity

and then there are those
perhaps fortunate
(or perhaps not)
having gained admission on the far side
one metered step at a time



march two thousand seventeen
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there is safety in numbers


the snow here never melts
where alien camels
once canvassed frozen desert
in search of water

without rocket propulsion
below the surface is the only escape
regardless the location

buildings collapse upon themselves
like cardboard towers
filling the void with smoke and mirrors
and concrete icing

evening turns to night
charcoal clouds descending
putting to rest dragons dreaming
deep inside the mountain



march two thousand seventeen
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interview with a ragamuffin


the blues I understand so much more
than any shade of black or white


what are you doing I ask the little girl
who appeared out of thin air
she answers without looking up
all the time focusing on a world
expanding in colors without words

I stood there stunned for a moment
as if I was the subject
but then awoke and moved on
neither mesmerized nor alert
uncertain what she had uttered



march two thousand seventeen
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the wayfarer’s son


there is nothing normal
going on here
or at least that’s what it seems
to any casual observer who might
happen to overtake this transport

it’s full speed ahead
zooming past all the rest stops
where people drink coffee and
talk about what it means to be human

every new place seems the same
so many sons and daughters
manipulated by promises
fading into the scenery
blending in with the unnoticed
and unmotivated
and/or heavily sedated

steering clear of deep dives
I swear to god (once again)
there are some things I don’t talk about
especially to perfect strangers
let alone myself



march two thousand seventeen
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catching up with the midnight rider


I miss everything reckless
and I’m bound and determined
to make another run at it
barreling down river road
giving chase to the current

most times it’s impossible
to catch the leader (of the pack)
let alone decipher exactly
who put what in motion

even without all the facts
I’m prepared to move on
singing a song I’ve not forgotten
when once upon a time
I dreamed I was a little girl



march two thousand seventeen
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    when north became south


    you lost me when I wasn’t looking
    like a silver dollar vanishing
    via sleight of hand

    when the poles switched
    nearly everyone became displaced
    like foreigners held
    hostage inside their own homes

    those less fortunate were
    forced to learn a new language
    whether it be spoken or not

    in the city center they hung
    disobedient juveniles
    upside down by the ankles
    shaking the contents from their britches
    making all the little ones appear out of nowhere
    like cockroaches scrambling on all six



    march two thousand seventeen
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    buckle up and best of luck


    look out for those high tension cables
    chevy pickup truck
    you cannot leap like the deer

    white lines on frozen concrete
    come and go like the wind
    exposing black ice and bruised souls

    occasionally wooden crosses
    appear out of nowhere
    adorned with garlands and playthings

    digital readerboards overhead
    count the number of dead
    recently reset on january first



    march two thousand seventeen
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    skipping stones across the surface


    there is more to this than scrambling
    from one life to the next
    deciding who wins and what memories
    are worth replaying time and again

    the rocks by the water are flatter
    than the ones on the hill
    but both have surrendered to their fate
    indestructible forces that they are

    when your calls for help go unanswered
    you may need to look elsewhere
    though perhaps it’s wiser to lay low
    and let patience be your friend

    one day the tulips will rise oh so belatedly
    delayed by a recent avalanche
    covering the ground like an afghan blanket
    neither suffocating nor impenetrable



    march two thousand seventeen
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    while trees are falling down


    I saw some poetry while walking in the woods
    but it quickly scurried away like a frightened ghost

    did you see that I asked myself but I did not respond
    determined to take a course unbeknownst to anyone

    blood flows through my veins on borrowed time
    at one within a place where hollow trees rise and fall

    convinced there is no way out other than from within
    I slow down my pace and surrender to the sound



    march two thousand seventeen
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    how blue is your heart


    stained glass hearts
    tarnished over time
    void of even the faintest
    hint of crimson on the
    brightest of summer days

    on occasion lonely hearts
    glisten back to life
    slowly reaching out on the
    clearest of nights at a
    bulging moon turning blue



    march two thousand seventeen
    copyright j matthew waters
    all rights reserved

    Note: this poem is linked to Crow’s Open Mic Invitation

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