you can’t keep them in chains
but sometimes that’s exactly
how they feel
waltzing through fields
or transcending down a river
fed into a never-ending story
they see each other perfectly
having shed their imperfections
here and there
gathering among the gathered
accepting the incoming storm
as if they are trapped within
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I spent hours working on my short game
but it just wasn’t panning out
I’d grown so fast in such a short period of time
there was nothing left to do
but start all over again
I spent less time on my end game
& invested whatever energies I could muster
back into non-fungible tokens
from there anything was possible
including the outside chance
of accumulating assets
& oh yes taking them with me
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A one two three
getting going again
stomping our feet
fingers snapping
embedded within claps
Delores’ bluesy voice
bringing it back home
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a long procession
crossing the border
controlled remotely
fourteen hundred
kilometers away
this is anything but
a ticker tape parade
more like a war of wills
not a single shot fired
in the map room
a series of switches
dictate who may live
& what must go
the rest of the world
continues to suffer
from cyberattacks
oblivious to reality
& blinded by the light
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in the beginning
it seemed we swept
each other off our feet
but that was never the case
and only you knew it
you taught me how to
make the finest white lines
to laugh & cry
while making love
most likely followed
by hibiscus tea
& hash-laced brownies
for days on end I’d be left alone
some perishables in the panty
& tepid water on tap
all windows & doors
locked from the outside
as long as you were gone
the medicine cabinet
remained empty
& slowly I would find myself
crawling out of this shell
you selfishly built for me
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I am not in a position
to perjure myself
I quietly retreat into
the comfort of shadows
after having been pointed at
I’ve begun to tackle
minimalism
learning how not to think
and care less
I’ve been pointed at
and accused
of doing nothing
guilty as charged they say
my sentence haphazard
and very much unfitting
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there is this hope
that exists all on it’s own
and sometimes
we understand it
like there’s no tomorrow
and other times
it’s the most elusive thing
in the world
like a pearl in a locket
buried in the past
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I wasn’t about to give in
so I settled into letter writing
seven of them in seven days
eleven pages in all
never intended
for the daily mail
I read them one at a time
weeks having passed by
before committed to memory
having not the heart
to destroy them
I secured them in a lock box
in the post office
from there I would renew
my passport & never return again
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it was a voluntary quarantine
back in january of eight-two
campus town nearly deserted
the old house breathing heavily
single pane windows fogging over
the dragon in the basement
lay restless & toying with fire
keeping the water flowing
and feverishly gnawing at
the golden chains that bind him
inside the fourth floor dormer
alien freshmen feast & party
on quaaludes & bubble hash
second-hand smoke & laughter
overtaking the ductwork
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handguns are made for killing
where do you keep yours
in a false ceiling
a kitchen drawer
under the mattress
or simply holstered
in the back of your blue jeans
it’s cold outside
but then again it’s january
and nobody without a dog
can be seen out walking
but to a mile west
down at the park in the city center
crime tape & body chalk
seem to be the talk of the town
man-made lights flashing flamboyantly
the breath of the living
visibly filling the dead air
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for Robert J. St. Clair, Jr.
where have you gone
old friend in the obituary
brown beady eyes
exactly like nineteen seventy-one
looking to the side
and down
so as not to be caught looking
you once told me you felt
vacant inside
leaving me to wonder
if that’s how it always was
or did you come to terms
with who you had become
you’ve been a stranger to me
decades on end
and I imagine you must understand
more than I ever will
at least for the moment
while I remain inside this vessel
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You run into it so many times a day
random thoughts inherited from the dead
uninterested in certain ponderings
the v-shaped flight of geese
rarely symmetrical
those big badass birds
capable of inflicting harm on
unsuspecting gods
Some stories are meant to change
needing a fresh voice
or begging for embellishment
but those incapable of change
man-made conventions
designed to pass the test of time
containing many great truths
& irreversible lies
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though these hills are not mine
they are a most welcomed sight
rolling like a surreal memory
reappearing any day or night
rolling hills unfold a colorful valley
introducing dreamlike coastlines
free from greed & corruption
and self-righteous shrines
all destruction’s been destroyed
replaced by acres of wildflowers
a newfound spirit rising with the sun
resurrected into a new age
this self-healing land will live on
long after warring sides vanish
bestowed to us by the almighty
this day forward ‘til kingdom come
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the fire burns
but does not warm
& I find myself
digressing past oblivion
that place where dreams
replace realistic scenes
ones you’ve not seen
since the start of the
previous season
it was a temporary life
these wildflowers
wrapping them in damp
breathable cloth &
transported with haste
a few precious petals
secured inside
heart-shaped boxes
all others transplanted
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the future arrived
a few short days ago
leaving scores scurrying
for new answers
at the pentacrest
arsonists & anarchists
met in the open air
bonfire attracting
the moths & the hungry
visitors circled above
in their hovercrafts
reminding anyone looking up
who was in charge
throughout the lands
cities burned & people fled
the guardians declaring
there was no place
to realistically hide
locals were reminded
by the visitors that the
best place to go
was that place called home
but the anarchists & the
arsonists had other ideas
opposite of the guardians’
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angel numbers are aplenty
appearing as close as
the new moon in aquarius
& as far away as pluto
the lord of destruction
it’s a perfect time to take
advantage of the twos
collect & stash them
if you’re willing & able
or before it’s too late
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