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along the railroad tracks


i.

what shall we talk about
of course nothing is an option
but there must be something
you’d wish to discuss
an object & a subject perhaps
such as a damsel in distress

ii.

there’s the recent death of Albert
but that’s a private matter
and sweet Josephine is out the question
for she is alive & quite well
endlessing walking the shoreline
throwing sticks & picking up stones

iii.

if it’s a fantasy that suits you
please return from the one since birth
twisting & turning your own fate
into a tragic or comedic poem
here I am beginning to recall
where you left off the last time





july two thousand twenty-two
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check out my melody


I’ve been waiting for a song
to come my way
one everyone sings along with
offering rhyming references
like kryptonite or doctor killjoy
offering messages I’d like
to understand but cannot
allowing the mind
to escape the body
if only for a few melodic minutes
or an entire lifetime





july two thousand twenty-two
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for the people


it’s no real surprise I heard him say
and it got me to thinking
whatever could possibly be

firearms made by 3D printers
ones with real-world capabilities
created by ordinary men in their lairs
focused on nothing but themselves

they make ammunition too
and anything you can possibly want
made in america & for america
always for sale at a steep steep discount
taxed by a government allegedly
of the people & by the people
haphazardly for the people





july two thousand twenty-two
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After the implosion

Don’t build a wall around your own suffering,
it may devour you from the inside.

— Frida Kahlo

I left the spade in the garden
jammed into the earth five days ago

It may be buried by now
for all I know
or it may have become uprooted
and sailed away with the wind

I don’t live in Kansas anymore
in fact I’m not quite sure where I am
some days it feels like somewhere
in the middle of Peloponnese
others in the heart of Sanremo

I’m finding getting to know
my new surroundings
to be a bit of a challenge
but I’ve committed myself
to make it work in the long run
having collapsed
all the walls around me





july two thousand twenty-two
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pardon me for my intermittent absences


excuse me but something
has taken over my life
call it a shadow I’ve never known
call it anything that you will
just understand what you see
can’t possibly be me

dreams are everything now
a new reality filled with pathways
carved through the pines
filtered light from the heavens
spotlighting all the souls
we’ve come to know

it’s as if I’m going in & out
of consciousness
smiling on the hour every hour
throwing boomerangs beyond
the tallest of trees
always zeroing in on my flesh
each & every time





july two thousand twenty-two
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sort of like vegas


they tried telling me
nobody knows what happens
after the lights go out
making me chuckle
beneath my breath
knowing full well the lights
(as long as they’re not man-made)
can’t possibly ever extinguish





july two thousand twenty-two
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putting down a few with the dead


there is nothing riding on this game
but I’m watching it anyway
on a hot summer’s day along with
bukowski & harry caray
and some woman
I don’t recognize

of course harry had already
seen this game
by virtue of special permission
while hank consumed two beers
for every one of ours
repeatedly asking the woman
for her name

after a while she became
irritated that he couldn’t remember
and so the pretty dead lady
walked out of our lives
just like that

no questions asked





july two thousand twenty-two
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no thanks to the nazarene


nobody told me what was going on
but I was playing along
sitting in the rear
visualizing all the stations
right there on the wall

the last time I’d been here
I got sick for a month
experimented with oranges
and tangerines
cucumbers & strawberries
anything that could possibly
alter my state of mind

chocolate ice cream
baileys & irish whiskey
usually provided the greatest relief

this time I’m not going in
just zeroing in on those coming out
acting as if they’ve been
saved again
for the umpteenth time





july two thousand twenty-two
copyright j matthew waters
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houseflies stuck in peanut butter


they were very young
but you wouldn’t have
noticed by their egos
an indirect result of half-engaged
parents & multiple
multi-media campaigns

they sat around the jumbo
jar of peanut butter
positioned squarely
in the center of the kitchen table
the geometry of which
allowed for six comfy chairs
on plastic casters

the oldest would lean back
and pontificate about
the ills of the neighborhood
and the majority would concur
agreeing something must be done
militarily if necessary





july two thousand twenty-two
copyright j matthew waters
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the rise of the wildflowers


what else is there to do than question
the degree of violence in society today

maybe we shouldn’t flatter ourselves
until we actually let loose the nukes

talk about depopulating the world
an ambitious goal somehow achieved

much sooner than previously imagined
at a cost much lower due to stagflation

and as economists rethink their stances
victorious warlords take on more land





july two thousand twenty-two
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I’m on vacation


I’ve got this idea in my head
I’m on vacation
that it’s become my occupation
debunking conspiracy theories
like the reversal of poles
or the inevitable grand gesture
from snake island

I often find myself
fishing for my mother
in deep cold trout pools
the depths of which producing
the darkest of blues

I’ve come to terms
with my misfortunes
and dash away to old cities
as if I’m a bored to death
like Louis or Lestat

The best part is I can
jump anytime I like
from princess cruise ships
putting myself in a position
to press rewind
for hundreds of years
or fast forward beyond
my imaginary tears





july two thousand twenty-two
copyright j matthew waters
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artificial island


it is clear to me
the answers are embroiled
between the moon & ocean
impossible waves bearing witness
to what we believe to be true

how many notes
will you stuff inside bottles
castaways with nothing to lose
messages reworked as questions
a collection of uncontrolled vessels
of various size & composition





july two thousand twenty-two
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[in these united states]


I don’t feel it today
far from patriotic as I’ve
ever been
driven away by an extremism
I’d no idea existed
in such deep-rootedness

[but of course in retrospect
how could I have not known]

democratic seems to be
more & more like a word anymore
one I came across
when I was naive
& eager to learn
one that I took for granted
like freedom & liberty
whatever the hell those two mean

the killings & the kidnappings
drug dealings & human trafficking
they don’t take a day off
not on sundays when so many
enjoy the democratic sun or rain
and especially not on the
fourth of july

in these united states





july two thousand twenty-two
copyright j matthew waters
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alien hideaway


you should be able to see me
clearly now
since becoming an alien in waiting

the tricks I’ve learned
in such a short period of time(lessness)
now preying upon your mind
as you attempt to decide
if you’re going insane
or becoming

someone exactly like me
living further from the truth
than ever before
reworking my appearance
using proverbial smoke & mirrors
and casting rolling stones
into bluesy waters
where I believe
you must be prospering again





july two thousand twenty-two
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rubbed out from reality


our subject was never born
not in rock island or anywhere near
the mississippi

the hospital razed
saint anthony long gone
doctor romeo likely dead as well
having succumbed to natural causes

there is no place to rewind to
but our subject’s determined to find one
going on an online rampage
purchasing pickaxes & fireworks
tarot cards & replica handguns

not a chance in hell
anyone will determine how it all went down
no hospital
no doctor
no live birth

no matter how it all ended
your guess is as good as mine
and the way it all started
will be the furthest from the truth





july two thousand twenty-two
copyright j matthew waters
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restless & willing


I don’t know what it means
to feel your pain
how different it must be
than my own
irrefutable & non-replicable

how do you channel it
turn it into something new
earth in the palm of your hand
creating karma w/a
little wind & fire & spit

I once read you can’t
take it with you
wealth & promises & lies
but what you can take
hovers in the background
restless & willing





july two thousand twenty-two
copyright j matthew waters
all rights reserved

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