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poetry by j matthew waters

16 Apr 2019
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cardboard boxes and packing tape


this space is too much
it’s outgrown me
and unless I start leasing some of it out
to collegians or critters or such
I’m afraid it may do me in

sometimes the spaciousness
overwhelms me
and I find myself needing to get away
so I slip on my walking boots
hightail it to the nearest nature trail

while I’m away I sort things through
reconciling every single detail
needing to be minimized
my mind slowly becoming sharper
the longer I stay away





april two thousand nineteen
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Posted in Poetry and tagged , ,
15 Apr 2019
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once there was a way


do not confuse my words with reality
they are conjured at night while my eyes
are rapidly interpreting current events
sometimes seizing the moment
like a champion in the ring
other times adrift at sea
neither lost nor found
but diligently tracking familiar stars
eventually finding my way back home





april two thousand nineteen
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Posted in Dreams, Micropoetry, Poetry and tagged , ,
14 Apr 2019
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living on the blind side of the city


the more populated we become
the more dangerous are the streets
all kinds of people packing heat
be they good or bad or indifferent

I don’t own a gun and I’m beginning
to wonder if that’s a good idea
thinking the older I get
the more vulnerable I’ve become

please don’t get me wrong
even though it’s a sad state of affairs
many positive things are happening
inside cities both large and small

but in the meantime here I am
living in the present moment
pretending the problem isn’t mine
as I go about my daily life





april two thousand nineteen
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Posted in In the City, Poetry and tagged , , ,
13 Apr 2019
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push and pull


living in the present
yes I get that who doesn’t
taking in the sights and sounds
as if you’re seeing the world
around you each and every day
for the very first time

but alas what challenges
the present creates
especially when piecing
together past and future events
defining and redefining
perceptions and realities
not to mention those ever elusive
dream interpretations

so here you are sitting
at an outdoor cafe
alone or perhaps with a
real or imagined friend
living in the moment as they say
never pulling back or pushing forward
somehow knowing every single word
to every single song streaming
out into the open air





april two thousand nineteen
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Posted in In the City, Poetry and tagged , , , ,
12 Apr 2019

putting the band back together


I keep looking around
wondering when everyone
will wake up from the dead
and get back on with their lives

from what I understand
they’re still putting out live music
on streaming television
the kind where you can
stomp your feet and sing
right along with the band

weatherman says things
aren’t looking so bright
along the eastern shoreline
but we have our eyes cast
on the western horizon
where the sun perpetually sets

somehow we managed
to find ourselves on the same page
bags packed and fleet refueled
next stop isle of rhythm and blues





april two thousand nineteen
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11 Apr 2019
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pretending to break free


self-imposed imprisonment
sometimes that’s the way to go
censoring yourself so to speak
all for the good of your own cause

high winds swept opened the gates
the dogies suddenly giving chase
out in the open and light on their hooves
far away from the slaughterhouse

for whatever reason you remained
shackled behind shuttered doors
digging into the dirt and burying
the same old bone time and again

having managed to escape the knife
you failed at living outside the box
tap tap tapping your own inner self
praying one day you’ll be heard





april two thousand nineteen
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Posted in Poetry and tagged , ,
10 Apr 2019
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black hole earth


third world angels wrap themselves
around the loneliest of children
god ever placed on earth

they amble these ancient streets
and back alleys virtually unseen
admiring the crumbling architecture
as the children somehow fall fast asleep
jet fighters crisscrossing the frozen skies
reminding everyone that this time
nothing will be different

come daybreak birds sing and angels weep
opening their wings and knowing
in a naturally universal way
that this place in time
will be neither the first nor the last





april two thousand nineteen
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Posted in Dogma, Poetry, War Poems and tagged , , ,
09 Apr 2019
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drawing lines in the sand


with earth day fast approaching
how cannot images of
cosmic collisions cross my mind
planets spinning
dramatically out of control
elsewhere within the milky way

astrologically speaking
the local gods continue
to reconsider scientific law
the orion arm their local playground
occasionally bringing
mother nature to her knees





april two thousand nineteen
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Posted in Nature, Poetry and tagged , , ,
08 Apr 2019

wondering what tomorrow will bring


white swans on the lake
united as a collective or afloat
as solitary souls
spotted here and there
like triangular sails at a standstill
soft and steady raindrops
pelleting the reflective surface
all around them

soon all daylight will be gone
and I will have exhausted my stay
an unfamiliar melancholy
sinking in as replacement lights
emerge one by one
leaving me wondering
how long the swans will remain
after I’m gone





april two thousand nineteen
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Posted in Birds, Nature, Poetry and tagged , , | Leave a comment
07 Apr 2019
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out in the country


people ask me how she’s doing
I say I’ve no idea where she’s been
not since turning off the lights
and saying goodbye

people ask me where she’s hiding
I tell them I believe she’s in full sight
somewhere far from the city lights
her eyes most likely smiling

people ask me how I’m doing
I say I’m doing just fine
walking the streets at night
and singing a brand new song





april two thousand nineteen
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Posted in Poetry and tagged ,
06 Apr 2019
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some kind of alien operation


the intensity is high in these
surroundings
but I play it cool by taking drugs
designed to keep
my blood pressure in check

I’m not supposed to be here
I tell them
but they process me nonetheless
handing out one of those
restaurant beepers that flashes red
when my table is ready

the longer I’m here the more attention
I seem to get
and when I tell them a second time
there’s been a mistake
they chortle and nod and strap me in





april two thousand nineteen
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Posted in Aliens, Poetry and tagged , ,
05 Apr 2019
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painting pretty pictures


I sit in exaggerated silence
corner lamp dimly lit
open book by my side

it’s a story about a spanish
painter addicted to opioids
a novella really
with flowery words
and beautifully naked models
who come and go at their leisure

I had to put the book down
because it reminded me of my own
missteps and consequences
how it led to this very moment
sitting in exaggerated silence
while outside early april rains
continue to fall torrentially





april two thousand nineteen
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Posted in Poetry and tagged , ,
04 Apr 2019
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turn by turn navigation


how can it be that you’re with me
every step of the way
even though you’re nowhere
near the vicinity

the roadmap in my pocket
changes constantly
and though I’ve been tempted
on multiple occasions
to pitch it out the window
I continue to spread it out
finding new ways
to reach same old places

[the best roadmap is one
that can be folded
many different ways]

soon spring will become summer
and the summer sun
will recharge my batteries
getting me back on the
road to recovery
your spirited old self
back in the proverbial saddle
guiding me turn by turn





april two thousand nineteen
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Posted in Poetry and tagged , ,
03 Apr 2019

sudden darkness (reprise)


it’s been 16+ months since
he last set foot on earth
found dead in an alley
in the 500 block of 10th street

according to the medical examiner
cause of death was gunshot wound
what kind of gun though
she did not say
but it had to be one
that fits inside your glove

though discovered in the early
morning hours
chances are he never did
take a breath past midnight
the moon at the time waxing crescent
most likely witnessing
every single step
even with one eye closed

it matters not (or maybe it does)
why it’s taken this long
to find the killer
depending upon your point of view





april two thousand nineteen
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Posted in In the City, Poetry and tagged , , | Leave a comment
02 Apr 2019
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an american alien in egypt


in the dark in alexandria
chasing an illusion
from one continent to the next

this city is far from dead
and inhaling its past is intoxicating
no matter the time of day

greeted by angels at midnight
I’m allowed to dock and disembark
a foreigner without a guest pass

I say tell them I’ll barely be seen
walking their sleepless streets
as if back in new york city





april two thousand nineteen
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Posted in Aliens, In the City, Poetry and tagged , ,
01 Apr 2019
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out of the blue


where oh where have you been
my darling April
or shall I say is it really you
hiding like a lion behind the bush

who will remind me not to be fooled
by your bad intentions
and steer clear the lesser path
alluringly lined by red red roses

how I wonder when your teardrops
will fall again
washing away recent memories
abruptly cold and uncompromising

where oh where have you been
my fleeting April
won’t you abandon your wild ways
and promise me you’ll stay awhile





april two thousand nineteen
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