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poetry by j matthew waters

before their time


it’s a fine line
your lot
give or take
plus or minus
right place at the right time
or conflictingly
the proverbial wrong one

it’s not just where & when
or by whom
it’s every single turn
accumulating
always introducing
the next scenario
a soldier in a jungle
a runaway on an airliner
a widowed grandmother
saying the rosary
in an otherwise empty chapel

those able to dodge
the constant barrage
of gunfire
& accusations
the lines on their faces
multiply & deepen
[over the passing years]
a reflection
of the many
taken before their time





february two thousand twenty-four
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brain surgery


there is work to be done
will you take the time
to do it right

that novel you’re reading
don’t let it get away
there is something special for you
at the very end

I hear the rose-building sessions
have done you wonders
soon you’ll be surprised
what you can do with legos

the hummingbird glass blower
recently arrived from arizona
asking if you’re still around
of course I told him
you’ve worked your way
back into the game
by way of reinvention





february two thousand twenty-four
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a failed Seinfeld segment


when we arrived at the party
Jerry put me in charge of the ice

I said yeah sure whatever

I strolled into the kitchen
to survey the situation
only to discover some two-bit actor
guarding the ice

hello I said to her
how’s the ice situation here

it’s cool she said it’s cool
but if you want some you can’t get any

why’s that I asked

I don’t know she replied
but it’s what Jerry wants





february two thousand twenty-four
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A cat sits on his pillow at the picture window


Looking outside for hours at a time
he doesn’t understand
what’s happening in Gaza
let alone the entire Canaan territories
he only sees the alien cat colony growing
centrally situated kitty corner from his gaze
seemingly expanding day by day
a band slowly working its way
north by northeast toward Lebanon





february two thousand twenty-four
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recognition


in the shower I sang sad ballads
I once knew by heart
one of which made me cry like a baby
until I shook myself
to attention

having finished soaping &
rinsing my body
after having shaved my face & neck
I started singing again
which of course led to more tears
—a clear indication that somewhere
down the line
I had softened into this person
I barely recognize





february two thousand twenty-four
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half-time show


it was half-time at the super bowl
and all the neighborhood kids
could be seen in the courtyard
singing & doing the macarena


february two thousand twenty-four
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when we were young


it’s a paradox
how nothing is new
unless it’s a spring flower
unfolding when nobody
is looking

they say original
ideas no longer exist
they’ve been put to pasture
in the paradox field
far from here

even that smile
I sometimes see you with
is a replica of a paradox
captured long ago
when we were young





february two thousand twenty-four
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shadow of the sun


unseasonably cool
on a sunsetting saturday
european starlings accumulate
atop rows & tiers of downtown parking ramp walls
inviting the attention of passersby
more or less curious
of their rhythmic chatterings
like an orchestra fine tuning
leading up to their eventual shadowing
of the sun





february two thousand twenty-four
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vanished


it took to the air
disappearing like a whisper

it could be anything
a petal a leaf a feather
in the end becoming nothing
save a memory

thoughts escape into thin air
like nessy
or the abominable
whatever happened to
white rabbits & top hats
UFOs or UAPs
—what of entire cities





february two thousand twenty-four
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sublime


by gently heating
it’s possible to convert
certain substances to gas
only to have them condense
back to their solid state
by way of cooling

what tricks are these
and what purpose do they serve

wouldn’t it be grander
to raise someone or something
into a state of excellence
in a spiritual sort of way
w/o the need of temperature
manipulation





february two thousand twenty-four
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music listening to music


I listen to music
to step away from thought
from the overwhelming
bullets whizzing past
fast cars endangering
the local cat population

listening to music
doesn’t cure cancer
or reset broken bones
but can temporarily fix
broken hearts or coax
someone from the ledge

music listens to music
for obvious reasons
because sometimes it too
becomes depressed
at times suffocates from a
silence that won’t go away





february two thousand twenty-four
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Rorschach inkblots


they all looked like monsters
even the cute bat/butterfly creature
who should be hanging
upside down
after a pause I wondered
if they thought that I was the monster
—it was about this time I quickly
visualized my escape route





february two thousand twenty-four
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nowhere near death


there is a gap
in the back of your mind
call it a door or a window
but do not call it a trap

what’s behind it
is anything you want it to be
the trick is how do you even
come close to it

there is no moat or razor wire
impeding you from entering
& like anything else
there are many ways to reach it
whether legal or criminal
dignified or nefarious
open-sourced or clandestine
expensive or dirt cheap
if not altogether free

if you’re able to get through
& return before you die
bringing back with that which is
unseen & unequivocally invaluable
then you’ll have come closer than ever
to becoming a god





february two thousand twenty-four
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Dead Bug


It was a brick house
& it burned down overnight
a fire set by the Arsonist who goes
by the name Dead Bug

Missus Maloney & Molasses
were rescued by 15 firefighters
called into action
as the Full Moon struck midnight

Dead Bug’s motives
remain unknown at this point
diverse in its targets
& quite possibly
simply a Disgruntled Alien





february two thousand twenty-four
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Uncontrolled


Behind the big tent
The little boy
Continued to learn
How to command
The juvenile elephant
His truest friend
Since birth

All the while
The juvenile elephant
Felt sorry for the boy
Reciprocating
In her own way





february two thousand twenty-four
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from stardust to conscious thought


you ventured quietly into the night
drifting along cemetery trees
planted three lifetimes ago
long before you belonged to a satellite
orbiting an icy world without a name
only to be blown away by a fiery rock
sending you careening on a trajectory
back toward the sun





february two thousand twenty-four
copyright j matthew waters
all rights reserved

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