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time seems to kiss me


some boys don’t become men
but if they did then maybe
they would have thought otherwise

you know who they are
they are just like yesterday
as you mow the lawn
or wash the car
their youthfulness suddenly
taking over your thoughts
and there you are
crying again internally

I reach out w/o knowing I do
their receptive vibes
absorb my mixed emotions
of acting out my fading years

as I sit here waiting for a sign
some sort of subliminal response
time seems to kiss me


july two thousand twenty-four
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Disappearing act


I smuggled some spirits
across state lines
tied down in the trunk
of my Honda Civic

Seventeen hours on the road
over a two-day stretch
one rainy & one sunny
the night itself lifeless
like the spirits
locked inside the trunk

From Roanoke to Davenport
it’s hard to say exactly
how many managed
to escape along the way
in the final analysis
the open trunk
a revelation of evaporation





march two thousand twenty-four
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sleepover


pressure on the outside
attempting to penetrate the interior
attracted by taper candles
attended to by dreamers

on the inside these adolescents
play with newly found magic
handed down through generations
—unwritten instructions
calling upon the dead
hoping to satisfy their curiosities

ouija board & incantations
are only the beginning
sulfur & ash permeating the air
the responsive spirits
dressed as inmates
& carnival freaks
slipping through the cracks
fully capable of scaring them
right out of their skin





december two thousand twenty-three
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the energy without


the spirit guides are calling me
but I am unconcerned
—distractions & distrust
embedded in my psyche
pushing me outward (violently)

instead of pulling myself
(effortlessly) inward
I am projected into the mix
multimedia having a blast
playing head games

ancestors on the outside
unable to look in
the single door locked
and boarded in
—every window just the same





october two thousand twenty-three
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the gathering


the spirits in the apple orchard
gathered after dusk
one by one placing fallen apples
into their wicker baskets


it was a moonless night
and the children in the farmhouse
were looking out their bedroom window
mesmerized at the faintest of light
flickering amongst the trees





december two thousand twenty-one
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the spirit must live on


we prepared our minds with
foolproof lies and
carried on about our lives
as if darkness never
overshadowed anything

what was once reinvented
can be invented yet again
and those monsters
lurking behind old photographs
remain buried alive

unsuspecting memories
hang in undisclosed caverns
like misplaced dreams
tapping your shoulder
night after tireless night

without thinking we pushed
onward through the air
like a refreshing wind
blowing away the morning fog
that once weighed us down



december two thousand thirteen
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a tale of two long-shots


there’s something special about the underdog
how he manages to overcome the odds
beating a superior opponent
via intellect and luck
and lifting the spirits
of all the little people of the world

contrary to the underdog the dark horse
arrives out of thin air
achieving complete dominance
in stunning fashion
at times cheered by all of society
at times despised by every single side



october two thousand thirteen
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my shaman


my shaman is a musician
sitting in grandma’s rocking chair
her nylon-stringed classical guitar
strapped across his shoulder

months go by without knowing
his arrivals or departures
i imagine he’s playing her music
to a sold-out crowd in need

the mosh pit implosion gives rise
to a new kind of attention
where misunderstood children
believe in second chances

though my shaman has no wings
his imperfect compositions
sail beyond the faintest star
giving light where there is none





august two thousand twelve
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distractions


deep thoughts reside
on the far side of the moon
where the sleeper catcher
infrequently visits
an otherwise quiet mind

gradually over time
subconscious spirits
escape past the dreams
quietly acting out
a world I yet to know


may two thousand twelve
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