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time capsule


thirty years to the day
the old man buried a box
wrapped in plastic
on the border of his property

he recalled the idea
of hiding treasures
complemented his playfulness
agreed with his sensibilities

even though he knew
exactly where to go
he sat at the table
and unfolded the map
he had crafted at age fifty

life had been a blur until then
he remembered
and for the first time he swore
he had changed somehow

when he traced his finger
to the spot past the juniper trees
the items he would soon recover
flashed before him
as distant memories
slowly coming into focus


march, two thousand twelve
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Bird, Oh Baby Bird


Sitting alone in the sunroom
I closed my eyes
and felt my body warming
one bright midmorning.

Getting lost in thought
an interruption soon sounded
with a thud against glass.
I blinked open my eyes,
glanced to the left,
found myself peering
out the glass door.

Knocked out or dead
I could not tell,
but a Black-capped Chickadee
lay on his back on the deck.
Move, I thought to myself, move!
Turn your white belly over
and raise your black chin.

As I reached for the handle
the little bird shook his little body
and shook it once again.
Within half a second
he sprang to his feet,
gave me a wink,
and off he went.


march, two thousand twelve
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In My Perennial Garden


There is an area in my backyard
Where grass used to grow,
Where farmers and native Americans
Both understood and disagreed
The meaning of owning property.

A grove of ageless, desperate trees
Grow wild beyond my backyard.
At the edge terraced walls and stone steps
complement the rolling hill.
Nobody would guess how a struggle
Once ensued there, one lasting three days.

Sometimes it rains so hard it blocks
The sunroom windows.
It is then you should venture out
And climb the steps to where the perennials
Grow so well, and see how the soil turns red.


march, two thousand twelve
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Trick of the Mind


I trained myself to awake
around six in the morning,
no matter how many hours
I slept the night before,
even the times
when it wasn’t much
due to bouts of pleasant reveries
that didn’t want to end.
On those mornings
it seemed so easy
to trick the mind into believing
arriving to work early
was more important
than anything else,
including the imaginary parties
that continued on
from the night before.


march, two thousand twelve
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Nights Like These


It starts with a clap
a flash
a distant sound of despair

one mississippi
two mississippi
three mississippi

Fireflies marvel
at the electricity
searching for shelter
in the open air

one mississippi
two mississippi

A child scrambles
in three directions at once
finds protection
in her mother’s arms

one mississippi

This fiery night
is wickedly bright
but through my eyes
is beauty in disguise

one



nineteen ninety-two
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Under the Influence of God


Armed with knowledge and truth
angels wander along a rocky coast
occasionally glancing
at the multi-colored sky
breathing in virgin air
and tasting salt-water
from a never-ending sea
that crashes and rolls onto itself
and toward those who wait
with extraordinary patience
for their time to be called



march, two thousand twelve
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Highway Sign


“The wages of sin is death”
flashed before my eyes
while driving 80 miles per hour
on Highway 13.

A pain shot up
my arm and for a moment
I had no hands on the steering wheel.

In what context, I wondered
did the homemade sign suggest?
And why did it happen
to find me there?


march, two thousand twelve
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Inside a Circle


I took the 7:10 into the city: an hour
ride taken so many times.
Most of the faces inside the car
I had seen before, others I had not.
I sat motionless, pretending
to be patient, wishful today
I would find the woman
whose ring I recovered eight day ago.
Reaching into my pocket
I pulled out the gold band
and held it between my thumb
and forefinger, her reflection
developing inside a circle
I would forever adore.



march, two thousand twelve
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The Last Bullet


The last bullet
was intended for me
came out of nowhere
like a flash of light
its irresistible spin traveling
some two thousand miles per second
much faster than my mind
could comprehend

The last bullet
remained lodged
in my brain until the day came
when I could no longer believe
I had beat it
could no longer replay in slow motion
how it had arrived there
night after night

march, two thousand twelve
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The Wind


It came out of nowhere
passed right through me
chilling me
to the bone
reminding me
of the time
I was slapped in the face
by a below-zero blast
outside the Chicago Hilton.

My mind usually ignored
such premonitions
but the air
still trapped
in my body
slowly circulated
until a centrifugal force
overwhelmed me with vertigo
and I was unable
to answer the telephone.

november, two thousand eleven
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mask


as he sat slumped at the marble counter
in the master bathroom
facing the mirror which spanned
the width of the wall
he stared forward
and craned his neck
tilting his head this way
then that, slowly opening
his mouth as wide as can be
then slowly closing his lips
examining himself with squinting eyes

the routine was as repetitive as time
transforming his face
as if in a trance
first with a bleaching
and second by applying
shades of red and orange and yellow
on his cheeks and around his eyes
screwing on a big red ball
over his existing nose
and cramming a rainbow wig
atop his balding crown



november, two thousand eleven
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En Prise


You can’t force it
she said.
It was then I realized
I kept making decisions
without thinking
what might happen
to my beautiful Queen.

Lost and searching
for something magical
to capture my eye
I slowly realized
my quest for patience
was nothing more
than an elusive wish.




february, two thousand twelve
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out back


out back you could see
just a few spots of green grass
but mostly it was snow

overnight a glaze enveloped
and made it all shiny
like aluminum

with no sun in sight
the air turned balmy
and by mid-afternoon
angels bathed out back

 

february two thousand twelve
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American Orphan


Alone in the dark
the American orphan
escapes with eyes wide
into never ending amusement.

Traveling without moving
the orphan sails into hyperspace
and past make-believe stars
in search of a twisted Disney World.

With no place to call home
the American orphan
reaches beyond
present day reality
bypassing suffering at home
and half a world away.


february, two thousand twelve
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The Neighbors


Plants thrive incredibly
inside their shack.
Without money
education
opportunity
they defy logic.

Is it magic
or are the cultivators
blessed?

How does such a model
of poverty
get by with just botany?

They say it’s a matter
of relativity.
The neighbors
ashamed
of the eyesore
still marvel at their craft.


nineteen eighty-four
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without a clue


we had met it seems ages ago
at a time when no one knew
how to plant corn or make bread

back then days were upside down
and the moon was locked
in its place: a perfect excuse
to exaggerate without consequence
and pretend logic never existed

as time passed many faces rotated
around the clock
some memorable
some forgotten
some forever fixed in consciousness

without any particular reason
the alternative path rarely presented itself
until one night in the future
the moon beamed a smile
and there we stood face to face


august two thousand eleven
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