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poetry by j matthew waters

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and all that was meant to be


these precious days pass by
like a picture book dream
featuring rolling hills and
psychedelic fields
filled with buttercups
and honeybees

diving off a mountain bluff
you slowly descend
circling an umbrella of trees
guided by a willful power
taking you to the stream

alone you stand calling out
without saying a word
and all that was
and all that was meant to be
filters through your sparkling eyes


may two thousand sixteen
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best of friends


she was six and he five
they walked a mile or so
hand in hand
nearly every single day
to missus munster’s
kindergarten class
reciting nursery rhymes
and interpreting clouds
and calling out flowers
by their given names


may two thousand sixteen
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the strange animal from the sea

from the book of revelation

the dragon gave its power and authority
to the beast with ten horns and seven heads

I saw the beast emerge from the sea
looking much like a leopard
a crown on every horn
an evil name on each head
its feet like bear claws
and its mouth like a lion

though one of its heads had been slain
the beast returned it to life
amazing all who had seen
moving them to worship
not only the dragon but the beast
going as far to say no army on earth
could wage war against them

the beast boasted and bragged
insulting the lord during its 42 month reign
waging war against his people
until it ruled over every tribe
every race of people
every nation and language

and all those living since the beginning
worshiped the beast
those whose names are not
written in the lamb’s book of life
the very lamb who had been killed

I say to all who have witnessed
these things take heed
for whoever is bound to be a prisoner
will be a prisoner
and whoever kills with the sword
shall die by the sword


may two thousand sixteen
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the bluest of november days


those bulbs I planted in november
keep quiet underground
buried like bad memories
dying to stretch to the surface

by the time january arrives
all is but forgotten
wiped away by a clean
sheet of freshly fallen snow

march came roaring in like a lion
and departed like a lamb
the jet stream passing favors
to the earliest of risers

on may day the flowers opened
bright and smartly sassy
I smiled but then remembered
about the bulbs
and sadly I was taken back
all the way to november


april two thousand sixteen
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where o where can she be


I was born to live forever
cursed by the very gods
seeking to destroy eternity

why did I fall for such lies
constructed by warped minds
promising to ease my pain

it took a lifetime to find you
and now you are gone
like a ship passing through time


april two thousand sixteen
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gone for the winter and promise to return


please forgive me for asking
but how much in the world
did you pay for your time machine

do you sleep in it every night
turning back time
or do you always look so lovely by
possessing the kind of fountain
long sought after
but never found by modern man

years pass by and my body
gradually gives way
my heart growing weary
(not from worry
but) by forgetting to keep
your beauty all to myself

in the cool autumn air
I wave goodbye as you leave me
never looking back

you say the time machine
will one day bring you home

you say the southern waters
welcome us both

but I concede I must stay behind
keeping the winter warm
while praying for your safe return


april two thousand sixteen
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altered state of mind


it didn’t matter if he was cold sober
or stoned out of his mind
he was just himself
no matter where he went

everybody knew his name
but he was no celebrity
he was just like everyone else
hustling the streets
peddling identities

he made guest appearances
on daytime talk shows
that nobody seemed to watch

he fell out of the sky and landed
upside down inside
empty multi-purpose stadiums

when the media caught up to him
one chilly april morning
he was soaked to the bone
like some frightened labrador
saying he had nothing left to say
except to be on the lookout
for the next big thing


april two thousand sixteen
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at one with the stream


there is the constant running of streams
sometimes serene
often chaotic
always never-ending

when rain falls so hard you can’t hear it
but it’s there in your heart
water rolling down
keeping you alive

eventually it flows into your daydreams
nourishing your soul
refreshing your spirit
opening up the way


april two thousand sixteen
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I lost my smile and moved along


these feathers cannot tickle me
they only make me sad
knowing once they soared above
in search of one true love

these feathers I did come across
beyond the beaten path
black and white and gray like a ghost
commingling with rotting leaves

to pick them up and take them home
or let them fade where they will
I lost my smile and moved along
knowing later I’d retrace my steps


april two thousand sixteen
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classified love letter


you are no longer here on earth
at least a year ago now
but I can’t seem to let you go
your face haunts me to this day

some mornings I awake to tears
waiting for a call or text
remembering you were the only
one I allowed to call me ‘baby’

I miss the early days
when innocence was there
I miss your smile
your raspy voice
the bristles of your legs

I wish like crazy to go back
and fix all the bad times
to at least talk one last time
and forget for a moment
why my heart feels so heavy


april two thousand sixteen
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the lost son of venus and mars


once a messenger of love
he finds himself grounded
trying to flex his broken wings

he walks barefoot on forest trail
bow in hand and empty quiver
strapped across his shoulder

hunger had set in days ago
his canteen containing but a few
drops of morning dew

determined to save himself
he calls upon the heavens
to pierce his ailing heart


april two thousand sixteen
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Universally Dancing


Spring is here and spring shall stay
like precious childhood memories
lingering in the background
forever reminding you
nothing ever really grows old

Green is not quite the same
as the green of spring
emerging anew from the thaw
like an arm reaching out
requesting to be waltzed away


april two thousand sixteen
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introspection


fields of wildflowers stretched
as far as the eye could see
and I stood there
unmoved
void of emotion
believing its beauty
could never belong to me

cloudless skies of blue stretched
as far as the eye could see
and I stood there
motionless
hopelessly lost
looking for a sign
I was not alone in this world

daylight turned to dark
and I surrendered to the earth
fell asleep in the open
curled into a ball
like a seed
praying for the rain
to bring me back to life


april two thousand sixteen
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twin city blues


rain pounded relentlessly
throughout the cities
canceling out the most
extraordinary rhythm and blues
racing past sullen streets
and endless alleyways


april two thousand sixteen
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it wasn’t meant to be


my cell phone rings and I lift it off
the table just enough to see the number
and let it back down with a snarl

you’re not going to answer it she says

that’s right I’m not going to answer it
the number’s not in my contacts
and I don’t recognize it

maybe it’s somebody from your
attorney’s office with some
good news she says

believe me that call was not from my
attorney’s office

what are you laughing at she says
I’m just saying maybe you’re rich
and you don’t even know it


april two thousand sixteen
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birdsong in my mind


sorrowful soul mate
casting nets
from a sparse pine
comes up empty time & again

determined to move on
one tree at a time
the song forever weaves
through solitary twilight


april two thousand sixteen
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