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living and dying in peace

I

she gave birth to a fatherless
child on a moonless night
the kind of night where the
cries of the wild played
havoc with the sciatica nerve

II

she was born the color blue
growing up in a neighborhood
best described as positioned
on the fringes
where mail deliveries were often
postponed and religious
ideologies were seldom expressed

as previously mentioned
she never knew her father
though she had an idea
he may have been blue himself
taken away from this world
prematurely due to
hatred and bigotry
i.e.: senselessness

(after surpassing adolescence
she begged her mother to give in)

holding back tears her mother
explained how he was the most
peaceful man to walk amongst the
most misinformed people

III

as the years passed she learned
to accept all that is blue
embracing the uniqueness
that was all her own
perplexed why her father
was shot down in cold blood
while she was allowed
to live and die in peace


june two thousand sixteen
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drifting toward the omega


there is silence in the streets
a serene silence
an incomprehensible silence

there are children drifting
in the streets
war-torn children
holding hands and drifting
toward an unknown destination

the fear in their eyes
no longer exists
has been replaced
by a kind of nothingness
this world has ever seen

there are no communications
of any kind
no devices capable of
broadcasting
the deafening silence

and as far as the children
are concerned
they have collectively discerned
peace should never
be made in such ways


june two thousand sixteen
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over the river thames


she asked me if I was comfortable
and I said that I was
despite my face stuck against
mechanical looking glasses

which one is clearer she went on to say
one or two
and I answered one

she turned one of the lenses and asked again
and again my answer was number one

as I continued to answer her questions
without thinking
I wondered what in the world
we were doing here
and instead of saying one or two
or three of four
or would you remind repeating the question
por favor
I should have said
I would be happy to give you some
honest answers
over a glass of wine
sitting at a table for two
overlooking the river thames


june two thousand sixteen
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if I don’t see you tonight


it’s just that my imagination is not
what it used to be
ever since the world started
picking up speed
somewhere near the turn of the century
and I found myself growing a tail
I didn’t know I was supposed to chase

a decade later I chopped it off
realizing how stupid it looked
on a man my age
instead took to the streets
falling in love with ideas
I couldn’t wrap my arms around

since money was no object I
experimented with synthetic drugs
that led to little red corvettes
the kind that went 100 miles per hour
by simply putting your foot down

come morning I would be surprised
to find the rising sun
encouraging me to brew some green tea
and swallow vitamins and minerals
that were supposed to keep me young

soon thereafter I would hit the bricks
waving goodbye one last time
telling anyone and everyone in my wake
if I don’t see you tonight
I’ll see you in saint louie


june two thousand sixteen
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street lamps and destinations


I am drawn to that which is beautiful
like the moth to the light

the pursuit goes on from lifetime
to lifetime
from one century to the next
and yet
there are distinct hesitations
throughout these forward progressions
allowing time to question
whether or not
you have seen these faces before

I saw you just the other day
but I was quite certain you had changed
and though I couldn’t remember your name
you called out mine
as if we were long-lost friends

I looked at you with puzzled eyes
and flashed an awkward smile
an artificial light appearing out of nowhere
telling me it’s time to move on


june two thousand sixteen
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Ciudad de México

My original poem translated into Spanish & recited by Lina Ru

Hasta la fecha siguen dispersos
pedazos de mi pasado
en el Valle de México
consumidas en la tibia y suave arcilla

Cuando tú dijiste que no me amabas
a la distancia
tres veces cayó un rayo
presagiando lágrimas de un amorío triste

En la Cuidad de México permanecí
por años sin fin
tomando las calles
sonriendo y riendo y disfrutando
la compañía
de gente compasiva
aceptando el arte y música
y lenguaje e historia como mía
viviendo la mentira de que mi corazón
nunca había sido roto



Please visit Lina Ru’s beautiful poetry at her creative website LinaRu.com

View the original English version by clicking here


june two thousand sixteen
copyright j matthew waters & lina ru
all rights reserved

seeking perfection from within


there is nothing new under the sun
though I continue to search for the
glory of the coming of perfection

throughout the journey there are
wind chimes offering clues where
perfection may be resting
wind chimes made from bamboo to glass
from copper to crystal to sterling silver

the wind will you show the way
is what I thought they conveyed
but it was the nearby stream
that actually whispered to me

do not be lonely here on this earth
is what I thought I heard between
the chimes and the water’s flow
do not be sad the voice went on to say
for you see
the perfection you seek
can be found
by simply closing your eyes


june two thousand sixteen
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hitching a ride back home


there is magic in the fields
you can feel it
a sort of cosmic energy
forced upon the earth from
unknown galaxies

far away from city lights
alien forces
settle in peaceful places
careful not to disturb
the natural order of things

I didn’t choose to be cast
away from perfection
but I’m thankful to be back
after traveling ninety trillion
and one hundred miles


june two thousand sixteen
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maybe someday maybe tomorrow


magnets inside bracelets
pressed against my skin
work their magic so I may
rise to the next occasion

ankles locked in shackles
keeping me grounded
green field of four-leaf clovers
shuffling to the dead man’s beat

sharpened sickle in one hand
club in the other
paving new ways for the man
hollering from the tower

locked inside precious dreams
all I do is count
day and night do not exist
prisoners of love move on


june two thousand sixteen
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like those who matter most


water washes away the past
cleanses if you will
like the dirt you once kicked
down dusty fields

sometimes you mixed the dirt
with water
and turned them into clay animals
set them strategically in the open
only to hunt them down in the dead of night
switchblade at your side
the full moon your flashlight

so many years later the rains fell so hard
gushing down the hill
penetrating your fortress walls
filling the boxes
where you stored many other
surreal adventures
untouched for decades

you cried for days
having thought you lost
the imagination of your past
only to remember
what was lost can one day be restored
like the lives of those who matter most


may two thousand sixteen
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aspiring to the romantics


there’s a poem I’ve been meaning
to write
wading in the back of my mind
has completed itself so many times
in reveries I don’t remember

I recall the color of your eyes
gift wrapped
and full of surprises
how they came to me
unexpectedly in a dream
now etched as a mere memory

there is always room for romance
or so the poets taught me
as long as it comes naturally
for pursuing the unattainable
is no longer an option
not as long as your one true love
has regrettably since moved on


may two thousand sixteen
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the moon you know is no longer mine


it’s hard for me to imagine
I’ve moved on these past few seconds
but in reality was so many moons ago

if only you had an idea
what I’ve gone through
to make it to the other side
you would easily understand
how precious are the wormholes

when I said I was good to go
that was a lie
but now that I’m gone
I’m happy to report
there is something seriously happy
happening on the other side


may two thousand sixteen
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minimalistic thoughts of yesteryear


one by one they left this place
a metaphorical mess
and I was left all alone
to my many devices
certain I could figure out a way
to clean things up

the morning light arrives
hours after I first stirred
shuffling my feet
to the rhythm of a fancy beat
repeating a little ditty
I recall singing in my dream

windows are everywhere
and in the dark I find each one
lifting the storms
and bringing in fresh air
whether it be cool or warm
or whispering silence

sitting at the kitchen counter
I am taken to places
I’ve not yet seen
a ripened orange in my hand
magically unpeeling itself
before my very own eyes


may two thousand sixteen
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dreaming between the lull and the storm


there is deception in those eyes
seemingly innocent
but exposed
to a lifetime of atrocities

captured by the camera’s lens
they are frozen in time
and streamed live
to a world hopelessly paralyzed

relocated time and again
she hides her eyes and dreams
of the day
living with angels in paradise


may two thousand sixteen
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while walking home from school


it’s just a can
a metal cylindrical can
and it’s anyone’s guess what used
to be inside it
a perfect size for baked beans or peaches
but certainly not spaghettios

before I got a hold of it
it could have been the other end
of a telephone line
part of a series of speakers and receivers
strung from tree to tree in the
nearby cemetery

somehow down the road
it ended up right here
next to this beat up ashcan
along the alleyway

I made it my prize possession
my very own silvery little toy
one that I proceeded
to kick the crap out of
the rest of the way back home


may two thousand sixteen
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misdiagnosis


the good doctor told me the pain
manifested from my mind
from repressed emotions
determined to breach the surface

of course I knew that was unlikely
since I had already committed
to hundreds of the tiniest of needles
designed to free my malevolent spirits


may two thousand sixteen
copyright j matthew waters
all rights reserved

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